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I get a couple days off this week for Thanksgiving and so my parents let me know their wishes of having me go somewhere else. Wow that makes it sound like they're mean. Actually I was pretty happy with this anyway because I wanted to spend Thanksgiving with Mirai who also was very happy. X3 So I get to spend Thursday-Sunday with her and the family. =D It's so nice. My family's not really that close and there's been so much uprooting since my Grandpa decided to disown all of us, it's so nice to be around a family that's together and happy with each other. Especially a family that accepts me -- an outsider as one of their own. I really feel blessed about that. I've become addicted to these nasty little go-gurt things... and I don't know why. But they're so tastey and -- full of bacteria! Friday night I had a delightful little dream about Yurasama and myself. I learned a great deal from him (and I would seriously love to know if it's all true XD). Apparently in my dream he spoke very nice Engrish. I could understand him most of the time. =D Apparently he really enjoys munching on peanuts and the biggest thrill in life is riding a rollercoaster. It's strange but I got to know this dreamworld Yurasama very well and he liked to hold my hand where ever we decided to go. He even taught me how to dance and when I asked him if he sang he didn't hesitate to belt out a few out of tune notes. The conspiracy behind Magical Dancing was revealed since everyone I know swears up and down it's Aya singing when I'm quite sure it's Yurasama instead. In my dream, he confirmed it once and for all -- Yurasama indeed DOES sing Magical Dancing. XD It's so weird how vividly I remember the details of this dream -- it honestly feels real. Mirai and I watched an episode of Hunter x Hunter.. a couple episodes of I My Me Strawberry Eggs and 5-6 episodes of Fruits Basket which was, despite my ho-humness of it, quite good! I'm interested in seeing more of it and how the story will turn out. I've been listening to PLC's Beautiful World almost non stop since the day it came to me in the mail. X3 I love Yurasama's "Kanojo To Furutokei". ^^ It's so damn cute! So I suppose that's about all that's going on at the moment. X3 I still want to quit my job but I've got to hang in there and hope Calarts will accept me! |
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good.| Monday, October 11 |
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Ahhh. Well let's see. Let's start off with a health update. Lately I've been seeing a chiropractor as conventional doctors aren't really helping much. So far I've had acupuncture twice and the pressure in my ears has faded dramatically. I haven't got the sensation that I'm going to become dizzy either. I know it's still way to early to tell but I'm really excited that I might have found something to actually help me. This weekend was way fun. Seiya spent some time with me and Mirai. We went in search for the vampire grave in Lafayette but we couldn't find it. Unfortunately we can't even find a website that gives the exact location of the grave in the graveyard. It's not as if the place is huge but... it's still a lot of ground to cover. We left a bit dissapointed... We all went and got bubble tea at Flatirons and gawked over the Italian Greyhound in the petstore. I swear to GOD one day I will own a greyhound!!!! We played a lot of DDR and watched the PLC DVD.. again. Sunday we played vampire and even got Seiya to play!! My Mariasha is kickin TOTAL ass in that game. I love her to pieces!! Jackson's character went all freaky ass on us and actually buried a man alive in the desert... yeah. Needless to say he lost some of his humanity over that one. This Saturday is a surprise birthday party for my brother who's turning 30! He's so old now. LOL. Actually -I'm- old now. Oh well I'm so sleepy right now. There's more I want to ramble on about but my brain doesn't have the capacity really... I should just sleep. |
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sleepy.| Thursday, September 23 |
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I keep forgetting about this thing! Dammit! XD NDK went great for me! I got sick a few times, but was able to lay down in the hotel room and sort of sleep it off. Seiya and Mirai took good care of me. The Japolo costume was HOT! But so damn cute.. I mean JUST LOOK AT IT!!!  Mirai's on the right as Tiara. We're from Shamanic Princess if you haven't seen it. I did a VERY quick 3-day digital painting of Hyde for the art show and ended up selling him for 40 bucks. Not bad for 3 days worth of half-assed work. LOL!  Pretty cool eh? So school's going great. I absolutely love my class! =D Yay me.. I'm actually learning shit too! Go figure. So... yeah. =3 That's it for now! |
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cheerful.| Wednesday, August 25 |
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Whoo man. Let's see... the 19th was my birthday. Nothing special, Mirai got me a present though! ^^ The Josh Groban concert was to die for. It had been raining ALL day long... Yes, rain in August. WTF!? But by the time the concert rolled around it all cleared up and it was great. Very cold, but great! My first time at Red Rocks! XD School starts on friday and I'm really excited! Although because of that I had to switch my work schedule around and in order for me to have Fridays off, I now have to work Thursdays by myself. Now if that ain't the most unfair bullshit I ever heard. But it's to be expected, I'm positive my boss hates me. She hates me because I'm sick with something that can't be cured and it pisses her off. Oh fucking well. I got really sick yesterday after work. My new doctor has resorted me back to taking Antivert rather than the steriods. I took Antivert for the dizziness about 5 years ago before it stopped working. So, I guess he figures it might work again now that my body's not used to it anymore. o.O Guess it's worth a shot -- just about anything would be better then the steriods. I swear they made me so emotional, a stray cat could look at me and I'd start crying for no reason. There's really so many other things in my mind I want to write down but I'm literally falling asleep here. The Antivert is like instant sleeping pill. ^^; I guess I'll just have to start writing more often XD |
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lethargic.| Wednesday, August 04 |
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X3 The only thing I want to talk about is the game... I missed imputing a week since I was away from my home computer. Nevertheless, a lot of things happened and we're nearing the end of the game. Kei and Rook were invited to a clan party, but it was pretty boring so they left and of course were attacked. Able to defend themselves they found out that the Sheriff -- whom has been a friend this entire time is leading the Sabbat. There was an assassination attempt on the mayor and Amanda's character Fallon was able to save him. So we left off as a massive blood hunt for the Sheriff and one masquerade breaking vampire called Javier Rodriguez. So exciting! I start my figure drawing class at Red Rocks on the 27th and I'm excited about that. Justin leaves for Arizona this weekend and I'm having Rekka over. Alright... off to fix MacGuyver -- he's getting some more memory. >3 |
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okay.| Monday, July 12 |
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More talk of Kei. X3 Since everyone was out of town on Friday we decided to hold our session yesterday. Started off with the trial of Alvin, who freaking got off the hook because JP decided he wanted to make a new character and left us without an arresting officer and witness. >.< Alvin did get an interesting mission to make a deal with a werewolf named Ivan that went very sour. Unfortunately Ivan was unable to kill him. Jared's character who I found out is named Terry, recieved a lesson on rituals from his mentor, one which required a skull from the local museum. Terry had a great time breaking and entering just to get it, which he did. Ritual should be acted out next week. JPs new character whom I don't know the name of had a very very difficult time when he was confronted by a gang of bikers, one of which happened to be gay and interested in him. Being extremely homophobic, the character made a huge scene and even frenzied to get the man away from him. XDXD Classic! As for Kei, he spent his night with Rook. Bummed about the trial they went to the Stardust art museum and met up with Lady Stella Marie who asked them to retrieve a mortal friend who was being hunted by vampires. They accepted and got into a cab to go get him. The cabbie turned out to be a rather important figure who later on saved both Kei and Rook when a group of vampires came after them. Turns out our cabbie is a fairy! >3 For the success of safely keeping the mortal man Stella Marie awarded both Kei and Rook with a vial of blood which contained a new discipline for the both of them! Kick ass! |
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awake.| Monday, July 05 |
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I forgot to update again. Friday I played my first session of Vampire. It was sooo fun! O_O Our game takes place in Las Vegas. My character is an Asian singer named Kei. Some of the other characters include: A policeman named Nash, a dancer named Rook, a psychopath named Alvin, the city's prince named Collin and for the life of me I cannot remember what Jared's character is named... Anyway what's been happening is a lot of murders (wow that's been happening in reality too). And it's mostly vampires breaking the masquerade... dun dun dun. Anyway Kei was giving a good performance at a nightclub when a group of ruffians came in and started a brawl. He witnessed one of them moving way too fast to be human and he broke another's neck with a single punch. Killed him. So Kei went out to find who he was. All he knew was that 10th ave. Devils was written in Spanish on the back of his jacket. So Kei went over to 10th Ave and was inquiring about the vampire he saw with a prostitute.. XB (Kei has powers of auspex and persuasion) when Alvin came outta nowhere and beat the living shit outta her! ToT We were all stunned! So Kei's like "What the fuck are you doing?!" and he couldn't get a straight answer out of the psycho so he told the girl to tell him everything she knew just so Alvin wouldn't hurt her. She did and ran off...then Alvin started picking fights with people in this bar, nearly killed a couple of them and came after Kei. Said Kei was his partner and started dragging him off until Nash and Rook showed up just in time to cuff him. They let Kei go because Kei and Rook belong to the same clan. Rook knew he wouldn't do anything like that. So it ended with Rook, Nash, and Jared's charrie handing Alvin over to the prince for punishment as he broke masquerade and used his powers in the public eye. However Collin won't kill him until he hears from Kei. What a crappy place to end! XB So next time we play the group has to first go to Kei's loft and snatch him to bring him back to the prince. Wooo! Fun game. I'm addicted already. |
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amused.| Sunday, June 27 |
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Alright. I'm not dead. I need to write in this more considering I paid for the damn thing. It's been a long time. It seems so boring and yet I feel pulled in a million different directions. I signed up for a figure drawing class in the fall at Red Rocks, but can't figure out how to tell my boss I'm gonna need Fridays off -- as she already hates me. I've been extremely ill for the last month ever since returning from California. (Oh yeah I forgot to write about that as well...) Okay let's backtrack a little. California: I want to be there. Mirai and I took a road trip out there to visit Calarts -- the school we both want to go to. It's fucking awesome. While we were there, we ran to PMX and saw the Psycho le C'emu concert which kicked total ass. Oh yeah. I ran into Sam there as well... isn't that rather funny? Didn't talk to her as I had nothing to say but talk about uncomfortable... So anyway, back on track... Right now I have a lot of comission work to do and I'm so uninspired it's sickening. There's things that keep popping up that are stealing my paycheck and mainly it's my car... So these comissions are nice... it's just finding the time to do them inbetween juggling work, friends, other shit and other other shit. I guess I kind of feel smothered. I'm sure once I get one or two things done I'll start feeling better but for the moment it's pretty overwhelming. I just want to be enrolled at Calarts, learning animation and rooming with Mirai and not worrying about all this petty crap I worry over. So, in other less angsty news, Jared convinced Mirai and I to join in his group's game of Vampire... So I made a character but can't play until sometime next month when Mirai and Jared get home from vacation. Kinda sucks, I was sorta looking forward to it. X3 I've been so tired with being sick and getting back to my 10 hour days at work. Makes me feel old and useless. And my only solution is going to bed at an ungodly 9:00. |
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stressed.| Saturday, May 15 |
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Stoled from Sumu. A-Age: 22 B-Been cheated on: No. C-Can you honestly say that sex is overrated: Not experienced. D-Done something you regret: Of course. E-Essential Roadtrip Items: Music, cell phone. F-Favorite Summer Activity: Sleepovers. G-Greatist Boardgame: Scrabble. H-Hometown: Fort Dodge. I-Is there anyone who gives you butterflies: Yes. J-Job: Health Information Management Specialist. K-Kids: Not naturally at least. L-Listening to: Iris - Live M-Mom's name: Jeanne N-Number Of People You've Slept With: Zilch O-Out of sex...drugs...or ROCK AND ROLL: Rock and Roll. P-Person you couldn't live without: Any of my friends. Q-Quote You Like: "I'll torture you so slowly, you'll think it's a career" - Darwin Mayflower. R-Ride You Have: 98' Nissan Sentra. [shit] S-Show You Like: MXE, American Idol. T-Taken somone's virginity: Nope. U-Unique or average: Unique. V-Vegetable You Refuse to eat: Peas. W-Worst Habit: Cussing. X-X Rays You've Had: A lot. o.o; Y-Yuckiest feeling: Vertigo attack. Z-Zodiac Sign: Leo. |
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Liz was fired Friday. After a year of putting up with her shit my boss finally grew a dick and axed the bitch. One down, one to go I guess. Actually I don't much care anymore as they now want to me work 50 hours a week. I really hope this school in Cali comes through for me. I can't stand that place anymore. Anyway, I thought I'd post a couple of pics I've done recently. Really got into Painter 8 and just screwed with it. I love that program. So here's my first digital painting I did of Hyde:  And one I just finished this afternoon. It's supposed to be Kilik from Soul Calibur 2 but honestly it could be anyone. I didn't do a good job of capturing him. Nevertheless, I like it.  So there's the art portion of this entry. I need to work on a few life drawings this week to take with me. Next Saturday I'll be gone. [the only thought that keeps me sane] |
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